October 10, 2002 - -
October 09, 2002 - this weekend...
October 08, 2002 - damn.
October 08, 2002 - no signs of pain? hah.
October 08, 2002 - how weightless they must be. (without feeling.)
October 08, 2002 - the darkness stayed.
October 08, 2002 - failing again. i can't fucking do anything right.
October 07, 2002 - worthless.
October 07, 2002 - my words are still ugly.
October 07, 2002 - just a stain.
October 07, 2002 - i'm sorry.
October 06, 2002 - i am just a worthless liar.
October 06, 2002 - for every time you ever....
October 05, 2002 - dedicated to you.
October 05, 2002 - "music to slit your wrists to."
October 04, 2002 - not again, please, not again....
October 03, 2002 - bad erin, cutting again...
October 03, 2002 - who saw that one coming?
October 02, 2002 - pedro the lion--indian summer
October 02, 2002 - shit.
October 02, 2002 - awww
October 02, 2002 - drowning in shallow water (dream fragments and night terrors)
October 01, 2002 - i am really fucking tired.
October 01, 2002 - is it really october already?
October 01, 2002 - letter to jennbear
September 30, 2002 - weird. i'm a fucking space case right now.
September 30, 2002 - aldkjgafdsgaghpaeoriug
September 30, 2002 - disgustipated. i'm sure this is all kinds of dangerous.
September 30, 2002 - this. is. necessary.
September 30, 2002 - aenema inspired rage
September 30, 2002 - no inspiration.
September 28, 2002 - let down.
September 27, 2002 - night terrors
September 26, 2002 - garbage--special
September 25, 2002 - posting from school... my internet is down -_-
September 25, 2002 - mix cds, you vote!
September 24, 2002 - i can't fucking believe it.
September 24, 2002 - party for josh, money money money, and failing tests.
September 24, 2002 - continuation of the failure theme.
September 24, 2002 - like i said. i'm a fucking failure.
September 24, 2002 - failure.
September 24, 2002 - bored and insomnia ridden
September 23, 2002 - heh
September 23, 2002 - juliana theory--seven forty seven ((i wish i had someone like brett begging me to go on 'holiday' with him hehe))
September 23, 2002 - letting the razors think for me.
September 23, 2002 - as i sing and sing of awful things..
September 22, 2002 - i <3 kazaa
September 22, 2002 - [gloats]
September 22, 2002 - juliana theory--breathing by wires
September 22, 2002 - don't read this. i'm fucking dumb.
September 22, 2002 - over emotional. what the fuck is wrong with me?
September 22, 2002 - she's at her bitter end.
September 21, 2002 - i couldn't wait to forget you.
September 21, 2002 - which is the lesser evil?
September 20, 2002 - azure ray--displaced
September 20, 2002 - fucking hilarious
September 20, 2002 - hahaha i needed that
September 20, 2002 - i just figured this out...
September 20, 2002 - ja;lkgnsa;vbyadf
September 20, 2002 - [insert image of a drop-jawed erin in court when cuntragjudge says "seven days in jail" because i thought he meant i was going to jail right then and there, and i have my friend's pipe in my purse. eek.]
September 20, 2002 - moron.
September 20, 2002 - shit,
September 19, 2002 - bored as all hell.
September 19, 2002 - the x-acto knife that never leaves my side.
September 19, 2002 - yet another failure.
September 19, 2002 - feeling sick, again. (are we surprised?)
September 19, 2002 - you poor stupid homeless emo kid, get a fucking life
September 19, 2002 - sleep to dream
September 18, 2002 - bright eyes--waste of paint (now, how is this not me?)
September 18, 2002 - bright eyes--june on the west coast
September 18, 2002 - i'm going to pretend that i can sleep without dreaming of you
September 18, 2002 - bright eyes--the center of the world.
September 17, 2002 - all of this because someone was wearing your cologne today in math class.
September 17, 2002 - this fucking blows.
September 16, 2002 - dangerous songs.
September 16, 2002 - you don't have to.
September 15, 2002 - bright eyes--soon you will be leaving your man.
September 15, 2002 - "days of our lives" eat your fucking heart out.
September 15, 2002 - i'm not saying anything important. so you really don't have to read this.
September 12, 2002 - hiatus.
September 12, 2002 - (((BAM.)))
September 12, 2002 - satan runs rampant in the eastern quad cities.
September 12, 2002 - blah blah blah
September 12, 2002 - stuck on my break, bored as hell.
September 11, 2002 - i remember. a year ago today.
September 11, 2002 - it all feels like yesterday.
September 10, 2002 - one lonely visitor. (each seem like good reasons, that i feel i might break down.)
September 10, 2002 - i've really done it this time. (and no geoff, i'm not really proud of myself.)
September 09, 2002 - ...
September 09, 2002 - and thank you jessica.
September 09, 2002 - you could lose the asshole act. it's getting really old.
September 08, 2002 - touched by a fucking god.
September 08, 2002 - beginnings of the telling of the tool concert.
September 07, 2002 - he a voice that was strong and loud, we'll miss him.
September 07, 2002 - less than seven hours.
September 07, 2002 - pathetic drunk
September 07, 2002 - in the words of maynard...
September 07, 2002 - I'M NOT FUCKING CRAZY!
September 07, 2002 - jimmy eat world--no sensitivity
September 06, 2002 - this is my destruction. and this is my end.
September 06, 2002 - fuck this.
September 06, 2002 - goodnight.
September 06, 2002 - imprisoned.
September 05, 2002 - phoenix angel dream. again. fuck.
September 04, 2002 - drunkenn ramblineggg
September 04, 2002 - stupid questions from a stupid person
September 04, 2002 - whee, popularity. lol. fuckin funny
September 04, 2002 - some pics.
September 04, 2002 - wheee!
September 04, 2002 - my stupid stomach.
September 04, 2002 - dramamine and coriciden
September 04, 2002 - late night walks. drinking, and going to class with a hangover.
September 04, 2002 - even if...
September 03, 2002 - soon, soon...
September 03, 2002 - the emo boi, and cancelled classes.
September 02, 2002 - school... and a wicked pillow fight
September 02, 2002 - the countdown to tool begins. (5 days!)