September 26, 2002 @ 8:58 pm
garbage--special

I'm living without you
I know all about you
I have run you down into the ground
Spread disease about you over town

I used to adore you
I couldn't control you
There was nothing that I wouldn't do
To keep myself around and close to you

Do you have an opinion?
A mind of your own?
I thought you were special
I thought you should know
But I've run out of patience
I couldn't care less

I...
I...

Do you have an opinion?
A mind of your own?
I thought you were special
I thought you should know

I used to amuse you
I knew that I'd lose you
Now you're here and begging for a chance
But there's no way in hell I'd take you back

Do you have an opinion?
A mind of your own?
I thought you were special
I thought you should know
But I've run out of patience
I've run out of comments
I'm tired of the violence
I couldn't care less

I'm looking for a new [4x]

We were the talk of the town [4x]

I thought you were special [4x]

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September 25, 2002 @ 12:12 pm
posting from school... my internet is down -_-

my internet is down at home. the lovely wonderful cable ISP is not working. that makes me sooo mad, i wanted to be able to download music for jenbear's cd. and none of you will be able to talk to me on aim... so EMAIL ME! i'll be able to respond tomorrow between classes... and the only time i get to check diaries is on the school computers, at least til the end of the week...

bahhhhh i'm so tired. i need to go get my project from the art room in about a half hour. when i get home i need to go out on the porch and start papier-mache'ing the whole thing. yes, the WHOLE thing. it's HUGE.

still tired. my eyes barely stay open.

got a special guest for josh's party. hehehe... he will love this.

need to get a hold of josh and jen and emily. and... shit i don't know who else. i'll figure that out later.

someone else wants the computer, so i'm gonna go [hates public computers] even if i didn't have a lot to say...

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September 25, 2002 @ 2:27 am
mix cds, you vote!

i'm going to make a mix cd for my girl. because i know she's down, i know she needs some mega-cheering up.

here's where you come in. (cuz i know you all have some major sappy love songs hidden SOMEWHERE on yr harddrives.) suggest some good songs. seriously. i would love the input, because i'm stumped. everything i've been listening to lately is sad, and fuck only knows she wouldn't want that. so. leave a message in my guestbook, or notes, or email me, and after a couple days i will post which songs made it onto the cd (i'm going to see her this weekend, so this has to be in by friday) ;) and if i get enough cool songs, it will be two mix cds, and you guys will seriously rock.

thanks in advance you guys. <3

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