September 27, 2002 @ 8:05 am
night terrors

i miss you. i never slept as well as i did in your arms. it was just peaceful. now, night terrors are common, i wake up sweating and wanting to scream but no sounds come out, just a whimper, and then the tears begin. a feeling of absolute hopelessness. being scared, and i don't even know what of. these haven't happened in a long time. and twice, just last night. and it sets a damper on my day, right from the start.

i need to go get ready for school, so i guess i will write more later before i go out tonight.

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